Frustration

Well, today has to be one of the saddest days in all my years of teaching. I can not go into details but suffice it to say that I feel useless. I feel like the creature in "Frankenstein" where he longs for someone, anyone to accept him, no matter how he appears to the world. We tend to judge others in order to create a sense of security within ourselves. God is greater than all the weapons this world has to throw at us. I just wish that I could feel this security at this moment. Just because I do not feel His security does not mean it does not exist. I pray for peace, confirmation of God's grace and time.